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THE ODYSSEY ALBUM (1999) |
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A True Soul + (4-98)
How
I begin to start
Everything has been so screwed up
And now that I've lost someone
That was a fucking short six months
I
can't imagine how it felt
When they had to tell you
I feel ashamed and absurd
Knowing events that occurred
The
time clock keeps track of everyone
Haven's seen you in six years
But that doesn't dry up the tears
I still stare
to the sun
Chorus:
But I heard that you were optimistic
Through everything
That shows a true soul, one I admire
One
that I'm proud of
You lived a life full of joy
It's hard to look back and see why
I'm so shameful
I feel
ashamed and absurd
Knowing events that occurred
It guess we're already gone
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A Tear For You + (recorded version)
I
close my eyes and I cry
I feel so comfortable when we cuddle and hug
I hope I'm everything you ever wanted
Because
I can't change who I am
I cry so hard to know
So many others have hurt you
But I'm scared, so scared
Keep
falling, falling
Just close your eyes and breathe deeply
I look forward to so much
So scared
Keep falling,
falling
Deeper in love with you
Tears roll down, I cry just for you
When you're in my arms
Tears roll down
every night
Cry
I clench my fists really tight
Praying I'll get through this night
The more I think of you
I
do love you, no lie
My love will always be true
I wanna give my life to you
But I'm scared, so scared
I keep
falling, falling
Deeper in love with you
How can I express my pain
Holding on is such a strain
I just wanna
be in your arms
Yet, I sit alone and weep
But I'm scared, so scared
I'm pleading now with you
Before I'm no
longer the man you knew
I love to make you happy
When our worlds are crappy
But now I'm sad |
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1994 # (2-14-94)
All I do is
sleep, don't want to sleep
But still I sleep
All I do is weep, don't wanna weep
But still I weep
I keep hearing
a creep, so fucking deep
A lonely creep, there goes that creep
I'm getting in deep, so fucking deep
Way too deep,
deadly deep
All I do is mope, a way to cope
Clean with soap, smoke some dope
All I do is gain, go insane
Don't
ever wanna be a gain
The sight of her, the feel of her
The tough of her
All I do is weep. . .
Keep getting up,
won't shut up
Fill the cup, then drink it up
All I do is sleep. . .
All I feel is pain, a way of insane
Don't
ever gain a healthy membrane
All I think of is her, the sight of her
The feel of her, the touch of her
She keeps
telling me to go away
I keep telling me to forget her
But then he fucks her
I really want to love her
But she
tells me to go away |
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Any Single Reason + (10-99)
Got
this pain inside of me
I can not let it out
I can't believe this all together
I can do with out
I repress what
is happening
I hate that it occurred
Where as this is still inside of me
So I can not forget
What is going on
today
I fucked it all up
Why is this a tragedy
Why is this a pain
If for any single reason
I must be hurt
again
What is all this haze
Around me
Is it severe depression
That makes me go blind
Why is this a
tragedy
Why is this a pain
If for any single reason
I must be hurt again |
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Bloody Princess* + (2-98)
Do
you ever think about life
What it's purpose is here
You die without warning
Why can't I stay
Why can't I
have it
The one thing I want to work out
Why does it have to turn out so wrong
Why can't I live
I'm not saying
that I want to live forever
I just want to decide when and how I die
But instead it doesn't matter what you do
Because
you lose it all anyway
Those who realize live in fear
Until they die or get help
chorus:
Hate me and drain
me
As my blood is going to die
My life is like a shadow
I can't get this out of my head
Can't you see the
dying
Can't stop this massive suicide
The bodies just keep burning
I wish everyday that I could stop this
Can't
stop this
Is this really the end
Remove this from my memory
(chorus)
I guess death is really a good thing
It
just makes me wanna die
It gives me terrible nausea
I feel completely alone
Can't you feel the pain
What I'm
going through
I can't take this
What am I gonna do
Cry in despair
Felt the pain of why
Pain stricken
My
soul is on fire |
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